10/13/2015
Bonjour tout le
monde,
Sitting in a
restaurant right before being dropped off at the MTC, Ii remember my cousin
saying, " Missions are Hard." " Ya, ya, I know" I remember
saying, " You will learn a lot" he continued. Little did I know-haha!
Missions are
a personal day by day refinement. Not only do you help others change but if you
will let it, a mission will change you- all for the better. Each day, I have come
to learn is another day to become more sanctified or the process of becoming
holy or more in line with our Heavenly Father and Savoir. As it says in
Hebrews 2:11,"they who are sanctified are all of one".
The more sanctified we become the more in line we are with God's plan
which is explained more in John 17:21,"That they all may be one; as thou, Father, art in me, and I in thee, that they also may be one in us"
And
after this week-I feel like I have had so many experiences that have
helped me learn, here is a few....
1) Sometimes
we think we are learning something but really God is teaching us so much more-
Though I had realized before that I had been called to learn French, I realize
now that I'm learning a lot more than just the language of French.
I truly don't feel like I'm learning French just to learn French,
though it is one perk . But through French I am being taught many other
lessons including patience, compassion, faith, trusting in God to name a few.
2)
Remember the big picture-After having to push back our investigator's
baptism. We found ourselves sitting in a car
very discouraged, pleading with our Heavenly Father
to help us understand why, and to be able to
find patience. After discussing with our bishop we realized
that there was much more to the Eternal plan, it wasn't just about a
baptism, it was about eternal families.
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3) Faith
not Fear- parked in our car we noticed a woman walking towards us. After
feeling like we needed to talk to her I started unbuckling my
seatbelt without realizing it but after my companion asked me what I
was doing I started talking myself out of it, thinking how weird it would be to
talk to her, what would I say, etc.... and as the woman was passing my window,
still thinking you need to get out, I smiled and she stopped, pulled out a
flower from her coat and gave it to me. We then jumped out to talk to
her. We had a great discussion and we ended up giving her a Book of
Mormon and getting her information. And to think that we had almost missed
this deeply spiritual woman. A learning experience-to always follow the spirit even when it doesn't make sense.
4)
The Atonement is for you-We teach a lot about the Atonement and we
constantly are telling people how much it can help them and can apply it
to themselves but I've realized that it applies in mine and your life just as
much as it applies to those we teach. We stress the importance and the effect
that it can have on people but do we truly understand what it can do for us in
our lives.
While
talking to man he said, "We live in a world of suffering". Yes there
are trials and test- yes they are hard - that is apart of this life but we must
remember that the atonement is there to help- yes you, and yes me. That he is
there not just for our sins but for our sufferings, weakness and inadequacies
and that through him we don't have to go through it alone, that we can be
comforted, refined and made in the end who God wants us to be, all possible
because of the Atonement.
Yes,
missions can be hard but I wouldn't change what I've learned this week for all
the gold in the world. I love the gospel and I love you all! Have a good week!
Sister Rawlings
First
off, we had a 70 visit our mission. Elder Goldon, it was very special
for all the missionaries here! I felt so blessed to not only have one,
but two on my mission. My favorite quote that he said was, "you can't do
anything about yesterday, don't worry about tomorrow-just focus on today and doing what you need to do. If you take care of
today, the tomorrows will take care of themselves..... we just have to
work on one day at a time. If you put in the work, the miracles will
come!"
